This year, there were a lot of movies that i liked, from Dev D to Kaminey to Love Aaj Kal and ofcourse Paa. And then there were two which made me think... Wake up Sid and 3 idiots..
No it wasnt a sudden flash of flight nor was it the enlightment par excellence but just the small flicker of thought... a small support to the way i want to think.. or rather the way i wish i could think...
Neither am i spoilt rich brat (no CRV not even a SLR guys...) and nor am i the suicidal/photographer/Wangdoo types... yet there is more to the line of thought...
The freedom to think.. the freedom to decide.. the freedom to fail.. the chance to feel been there done that...
One might argue that what better than taking the family legacy forward, what better than helping out your poor family, living your parents dreams or in some cases even earning the big moolah.. but what if you werent meant for either..
the afterthought of being caught
is the small twist to the plot..
what if...
now increasingly as i keep denying options and postponing decision making deadlines i dont even know what i am supposed to be doing.. but i am willing to experiment.. i still dont know what makes me love to live.. basically something that i enjoy doing while being good at it.. not the other way around like we have been taught... you should enjoy doing what you are good at .. because being good at it means.. that is what you were meant to be doing...
blah blah blah... i could go on forever.. rather i have been going on forever.. people convincing me have had it with me...
Anyways... kabhi toh i'll find my way, i cant just go on doing things for the sake of doing.. some day i would love to live for myself in the truest sense.. and probably that day i'll be most suitable to the rest of the world as well.. either ways then it wont even matter... LOL!!
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