Excited!

I used to believe excitement was positivity personified

So the more I wanted something, the more excited I tried

Growing up made me realise

Decisions I regret wore a disguise

Had I seen through the veil

Many a times I wouldnt be a fail

The Greek said make haste slowly

How I wish to imbibe that solely

Looking beyond the need to appease

A calm mind would have made it all a breeze

So much doubt in the moments of peace

The hurry to fill it all would seize

Bring me back those times, 

Those moments to decide

Give me the courage to take my time

Sans the pressure that delay be a crime

Not every truth need be said

Not every lie need be thread

Let the rivers flow their course

Let the moments pass without remorse

Bare the happiness from the excited 

A smile be enough for the enlighted

For no one gave a damn when I tried

Excited as a fool I cried...I cried