I argued forever that nothing changed
Events in life only tested how strong relationships were made
Futile, I realised were my attempts of denial
Childish, were my claims of revival
Not only had opinions altered
Somewhere along the line the connections had faltered
I smiled in vain trying to recollect
Smiled more thinking if I would ever be their new version of correct
Voices inside me prompted personal jibes
How was it that we were now different tribes
Judgement Day had dawned on them anew
Dazed I mulled over the rulings that they threw
Stepping back I wondered how wisdom continued to elude me
As my elementary emotions couldn't fathom thee
Will I become the ones I now fear
When the wheel of life in the next step shall have me steer
